apology

Soo...I fear my last post was a little over dramatic. What the person said to me actually wasn't that big of a deal and I just made it that way- the very thing I am always saying drives me crazy about that person.

Yes, It's Matt's mom.

I need prayer guys- I just can't seem to like his family lately. I mean i love them to death but lately I just can't stand to be around them.

I have this thing where I see characteristics in people that I don't want to have in myself, and the more I notice this character trait the more I don't like/want to be around this person...

So, sorry for all that guys. I guess I'm the one with the character trait that needs adjusting. What happened to unconditional love, anyway?

Also, I want to apologize for whatever I said about Erica and Timmy a few months back. I've since then gotten to know erica a lot better and I really like her alot. She probably isn't the person that I would have picked for my brother- but where does it say that a sister gets to pick her brothers wife? Nowhere. Plus, she loves my bubba and he loves her and I think they will have a good time together. So sorry for all of that too.

But please pray for me. Tomorrow I am going to Oklahoma City with Matt's mom and youngest sister for her Gymnastics Meet- this is going to be an all day affair and I am going to need a lot of patience, especially with the mother in law.