Sadness

Well, so we've basically decided that we want to move back to NC. However this requires me finding a full time job.

I don't watch Henry full time.

You see my delimma? I have been crying all afternoon because I do not want to leave him. I keep praying that his mom will need me full time, that would be awesome. A little pay raise would be nice, also...

Just pray that if Henry doesn't work out, I will find something I enjoy just as much. I just emailed a nanny service (they had no phone number in their ad, just an email...waht is the world coming to!) anyway I emailed the nanny service to ask them some questions.

It just stinks...I love the little stinker so much, I do....but it's my reality if we want to move...