Even walls fall down

I feel like I've had this wall up around me for....a long time now. I know God was [is] there, but..I just couldn't "feel" it. I couldn't get into worship at church, I couldn't pay attention...it's like I felt like I was drifting further and further away....

Anyway, the other night my friend Lili and I went to see Michael W. Smith in concert. It was amazing and a great time of worship and I felt like my walls finally come down. I finally felt like the only thing between me and God was my actual flesh. It was great! God has been showing up so much around my little world in Tulsa lately and it was so great to FEEL it too. I cant explain it. I just...I have been a much happier person ever since.

I'm also happy because on FRIDAY I leave to see my family!!! Wahooo!!

Also, I am searching high and low for a full time job that is NOT retail or food related. Please keep this in your prayers as I need a job TOMORROW basically.

Also, I am very excited that April and Joel and the girls are moving back to Alabama!!! This means I will basically be a whole day closer to my family. And undoubtedly, mom and dad will have to migrate that way also...sooo...this is just good all the way around. Now I just gotta get Maclareica closer.

OH yeah! Today we are going to sign our lease and put down a deposit for our new apartment. I will post pictures when I can get in there. It is DARLING! AND we are so excited!

Tomorrow is Mom's birthday- Happy Birthday Momma!!