What is new?
46 days till I see my family. Although, it's not so much seeing my fam as it is seeing bits and peices of them over a weeks period. It's all sort of weird. I'm not expecting to see Dad much. He makes plans and then sort of fakes out on them. Says he'll do something and doesn't do it. I'm not sure what to think about him right now anyways. In a way I am sort of dreading that part. I'm just being honest. I am insanely excited about spending time with my Momma, though. I disliked her for so long, and now I think I miss her more than anybody. And my sister. And my nieces. Gosh golly. And my brother and Erica. And my dad, too. It's just weird. The whole family dynamic ....is gone? Is it? It's changed. I dont know where I fit. I dont know what to think. I dont know, I don't know, I don't know.
I do know my head hurts, my husband is not home, and I won't really see him till Friday, I am avoiding my research paper on Lactose Intolerance (most boring topic EVER), I finally got approved for financial aid, and I should hopefully be graduating with my Associates in December.
I know............
but I don't know.
My Norman Rockwell
15 years ago
1 comment:
yeah, it may be too tough to get to carowinds, plus the day after my graduation is mothers day...so i don't know if we would want to go that day. but we can always hope right? we are going to see you, we are we are we are. i just applied for yet another job:)
concerts are a blat, i love them. i am kinda addicted to them i think, i have seen like everybody under the sun. or so it seems. jet is coming to this small venue in charlotte this weekend, tickets are only like 20 bucks a piece and maclaren loves them, i hope we can go...
yeah there are a lot of good shows coming here this summer, i'll check while you are here, who knows maybe we could do that?
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