What's new pussycat? Whoa whoa whoa whoaaa

What is new?

46 days till I see my family. Although, it's not so much seeing my fam as it is seeing bits and peices of them over a weeks period. It's all sort of weird. I'm not expecting to see Dad much. He makes plans and then sort of fakes out on them. Says he'll do something and doesn't do it. I'm not sure what to think about him right now anyways. In a way I am sort of dreading that part. I'm just being honest. I am insanely excited about spending time with my Momma, though. I disliked her for so long, and now I think I miss her more than anybody. And my sister. And my nieces. Gosh golly. And my brother and Erica. And my dad, too. It's just weird. The whole family dynamic ....is gone? Is it? It's changed. I dont know where I fit. I dont know what to think. I dont know, I don't know, I don't know.

I do know my head hurts, my husband is not home, and I won't really see him till Friday, I am avoiding my research paper on Lactose Intolerance (most boring topic EVER), I finally got approved for financial aid, and I should hopefully be graduating with my Associates in December.

I know............

but I don't know.

I get to see Olivia in May!!

E for Effort?

I would just like to announce, that since the first time since 3rd grade, I am making A's in my College courses.

WAHHHY!!!!!!!!!!!

It feels to good to feel smart!! Haha!